Becoming the leading lady in my life

It's been awhile since I have done anything in the form of: online journaling, blogging, chatting, etc... Mainly because I was on a mission, then got married, then moved across the country, then fighting severe anxiety and some depression. But first and formost this blog will be a place to express who I really am as a person. Right now I might be using is as a health blog as well. In highschool I weighed 115lbs, then in college I put on a typical 30 so I wasn't that bad... but then I became depressed, I didn't do anything, I didn't go anywhere, I ate and ate and ate and ate. So my goal in the next however long it takes is to accomplish it will be to lose up to but not limited to 100 pounds. I look in the mirror and I disgust myself. And I have finally found the footing to do something about it, in the form of Spinning/Pilates. I can't wait to start, which I already did my pilates tape this morning. It feels good...

Enough of that. I have a few friends here in my new state, which is terrific, the 3 lovely ladies know who they are. Other than that life is going great, Doug and I's one year anniversary will be in September, and we'll be sealed, I'm way excited! I have my life back on track from college and where I once was. I'm a completely different person know, I still can't spell, but other than that... I have new likes, new things that I am learning that I like that I have never known before. New things are happening in my life, and it's about time that I jump in and enjoy it!